been awhile again

i pretty much say fuck being the nice guy cuz being the nice guy dosnt always work i mean sometimes it does dont get me wrong but most of the time u get shit on. i had some one tell me today that they hate there life so much right now. so since the person is talking to me i asked them why do u hate ur life so much right now what happened that is so wrong. idk im just a bad person......okay ummm sorry to tell u this but that isnt a good reason at all. cuz if they think they are a bad person then okay they are making there own lives shit. but everyone has a good side and a bad side no one is perfectly good or perfectly bad or perfect in between everyone is different but they still both sides. and then the person said that life sux. my response was life is what u make it if u look at all the negatives u will think nothing but negative and therefore hate life and think it sux. no matter how bad shit gets 1. someone out in the world has it worse than u and that's a fucking giving and for everyone that thinks that oh no i have the worst fucking life think again because ask yourself do u have a roof over ur head? do u have food? do u have people who love u? do u have friends? do u have good days but ur just having a shitty day and tomorrow could be different? and after that u still think oh this guy is retarded listen u could be paralyzed from the neck down, blind, and deaf. then on top of that u have no family no friends no there to help u that u know i mean someone can be helping u but have never heard there voice or seen them. and then u go hungry almost everyday and u have no roof over your head and everyone hates u and this repeats everyday. i would say that would sux more than a fucking break up with someone then being yelled at by a parent and so on so forth u get the point. what i am trying to say is if u can stay positive and smile over the little things life is easier and funner and it doesn't seem as bad. life in general can get hard and tough and it does suck but it can be worst stay positive and itll make ur life happier lol i think so at least it seems to work for me but i guess not all people can see that like i can. but back to the nice guy think so i was the nice guy and they told me that i was fucking stupid for believing that and i have no idea what life is. mother fucker i am still wet behind the ears but i know life can be rough and it can be fun if u make it that way oh and not to mention the person was 1 year older than me that made it better not mother fucker u are 1 year older than me so u know about as much as i do. but i guess people are not perfect needless to say this person pretty much said that im fucking retarded and i am stupid for thinking this way. but each to there own moral of the story is everyone is different and has there own opinions so don't judge them cuz when u judge them u are being judged and it doesn't feel very well to be labeled as an asshole for y0ur beliefs

it has been awhile

it has been awhile since i have last posted and during that period i have come to the conclusion that its the same shit but a diffrent day i mean yeah minor changes in the routine. im not saying life is boring but i kinda appreciate that its the same because when life throws that curve ball at u and its a huge change in your everyday life your like "holy shit what the fuck was that i was not expecting that at all that was fucking crazy damn"(that is my personal quote) lol i thought that was funny lol but i had one of those huge changes and some people think that it may not be a huge change, but to me it was so if u are one that is reading this and ur like this guy dosnt know what a huge change is i have a few words for you go fuck yourself. but the change that happend to me i started lifting again and well ive been lifting for 4 weeks everyday and i feel like i have changed and i look like i have changed and i was like holy shit i feel fucking amazing. i thought that was a plus.

now for my ranting that i think is a good rant this time but i hate it when people tell me that i dont know what a change is or i dont know a curve ball from life well i say fuck u buddy cuz i was 17 i joined the fucking navy i left a girlfriend(ex) who i was dating for a long time, i left the 3 most important people to me that i have known my whole life and i love with all my heart cuz they will never leave my side and that is my dad my mom and my brother. im pretty sure since u know i havnt been away from home or away from them for a long period of time joing the navy was huge cuz i left for bootcamp and i called them maybe 3 times and saw them for 4-5 days one or the other and then i didnt see them again for 3 months i think or 2 i think i was 3 but the point being that was a huge fucking change for me i know i am a young buck but come on i know a huge fucking change when it hits me. and i dont need a fucking novel when i ask a simple question that needs a simple answer cuz if i ask the question and ur response is well i remember when...... i am prolly going to ignore u cuz i dont want some fucking biography of yourself if i wanted that i would ask so everyone who tries to tell a novel for a question shut the fuck up cuz it is really fucking innoying to me. and plus there is 3 people who i dont care if they do that cuz they tell it to me for my own good and thats my mom, dad, and brother. but everyone else come on.

one of those days

it was one of those days today where u want it to be a good day but u have that gut feeling that yeah right that is never going to happen yeah that was my day but that is life live and learn and just say "fuck it" that is a quote from my brother and my dad that is one of the many things they tought me through out my life and it does help cuz some situations that is the only thing u can do. but today started off good i woke up and went to quarters and i was studying to get my seabee combat warefare pin but then they told me to go escort 2 spanish contracted workers to the barracks for them to work and i was okay well i sat there for a good like 5 hrs staring at a blank wall yay not really and i forgot my ipod so i didnt have music so i was even more irittated but i am off work and i was a lil happier but then i got tired and cranky and then i was like fuck this shit and now i am still like fuck this shit but not showing it as much but that was part of my day so then i had a meeting at 1330 to go to so i went and they were like take a seat he will be with u in a moment now everyone knows what a moment is well they didnt that turned into 3 hours of sitting and staring at yet another blank wall. so i was pretty pissed that insteed of studying and trying to further myself i stared at a blank wall all day so day not so well spent. but with that said i must go prepare for a uniform inspection tommorow. so i think when i end every blog entry i will end it with advice todays advice or a random fact todays is- Baby beavers are called kittens.

my first post

a lil about myself i am 18 i am in the usn i have one brother and my mom and dad james, myong and robin. i grew up in a small town where everyone is up everyones ass. that was kinda innoying and the fact that it was boring or i just was to lazy to get out and see everything there was to see i think that had more to do with it then anything. but i went the valley heights jr/sr highschool i graduated in 2009 happiest day of my life.....so i thought i kinda wish i would have done more with it instead of do all the things most young teenagers did i think we all know what that was... but now on a brighter side i am in the united states navy like i said. i never thought i would be in the military but now i am glad i did join cuz it changes ur prospectives and makes u appreciate the lil thinks in life but i am almost a year into the navy i will be on july 7 of 2010. exititing kinda not really lol but i enjoy what i do for the most part i am a UT (Utilitiesmen) in short i am a plummer.....before u say anything i know not every mans dream but i do enjoy it even though in the beggining i had no idea what i got myself into and now i do and i do enjoy it. the hardest part of the military life is being away from the family some people think it would be easy but at first its not i mean its almost a year in and im still not over it but i think thats cuz i am the baby of the family lol. but when u join the military expecially in my situation everybody where i am from just lost me. im not saying this in a bad way what so ever but some people do need to relize that when u join the person leaving is leaving family, friends, their home, where they grew up all there life, going to a whole new world one that someone like me is not use to and on top of that u have to leave ur civilian thoughts and act behind what habbits u have and the way u behave u leave behind cuz u take that first step and it changes u in a good way but it dosnt change who u are just changes the way u act. well thats it for my first rant i think it went well